WEBVTT 00:00:16.960 --> 00:00:18.560 I feel like a zombie. 00:01:15.840 --> 00:01:17.280 The fuck there's raccoons! 00:01:17.360 --> 00:01:18.080 Bro, there's raccoons! 00:01:18.240 --> 00:01:20.400 Oh wait, you're not gonna be able to see that shit. 00:01:22.240 --> 00:01:23.200 Wait, you can see this one. 00:01:23.280 --> 00:01:24.080 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 00:01:24.400 --> 00:01:24.720 Yeah. 00:01:26.000 --> 00:01:26.800 Raccoon ice! 00:01:26.960 --> 00:01:27.920 Oh no, there's running away. 00:01:28.000 --> 00:01:28.720 It's running away. 00:01:30.080 --> 00:01:31.120 I get it in time. 00:01:35.520 --> 00:01:37.920 Wow, this camera's actually really good at night. 00:01:38.160 --> 00:01:42.800 this is way wow, this phone's way fucking better than my last phone. 00:01:42.960 --> 00:01:51.120 it they already dipped out though, so but I now know the low light on this camera is actually really good. 00:01:51.280 --> 00:01:55.040 That is this looks darker in person than what is on camera. 00:01:55.440 --> 00:01:57.200 Well maybe not that side 00:02:24.320 --> 00:02:25.840 Dude, I haven't had any food. 00:02:25.920 --> 00:02:27.280 I'm so hungry. 00:02:27.760 --> 00:02:28.640 Fuck. 00:02:37.920 --> 00:02:42.480 I've eaten like I've I ate some eggs this morning. 00:02:42.720 --> 00:02:45.040 I'm on an empty stomach. 00:02:45.200 --> 00:02:48.240 I'm grumpy cold. 00:02:52.080 --> 00:02:53.120 Stinky and hot. 00:02:55.680 --> 00:02:57.200 I don't even have that, bro. 00:02:57.280 --> 00:02:59.840 I'm my body used the nutrients from the 00:03:00.080 --> 00:03:01.920 Eggs I ate this morning long ago, dude. 00:03:02.000 --> 00:03:05.440 I I worked today, so and I worked hard. 00:03:05.600 --> 00:03:06.720 Worked really hard, dude. 00:03:06.800 --> 00:03:08.400 My job fucking sucks. 00:03:08.640 --> 00:03:09.440 Honestly. 00:03:09.760 --> 00:03:13.840 But you know, gets gets me paid, so whatever. 00:03:37.520 --> 00:03:44.640 You should get warm and get food and feel a little better before making any decisions like sleeping with the raccoons or whatever. 00:03:44.880 --> 00:03:47.120 It's already too late, my girl, my whatever. 00:03:47.200 --> 00:03:48.960 I don't even know if I want to call her girlfriend anymore. 00:03:49.040 --> 00:03:50.160 She went to sleep. 00:03:50.480 --> 00:03:52.080 So it doesn't really matter. 00:03:52.160 --> 00:03:52.720 I'm just kidding. 00:03:53.760 --> 00:03:55.360 We're sleeping in the woods, bro. 00:03:55.680 --> 00:03:57.680 It's like literally too late 00:04:01.680 --> 00:04:04.080 What happened earlier before you ended? 00:04:04.480 --> 00:04:05.120 Yeah. 00:04:05.920 --> 00:04:07.680 Like in the chat, yeah. 00:04:08.640 --> 00:04:15.120 Well I mean like to explain what happened happened to okay, so no I can't explain what happened it dock shit. 00:04:15.840 --> 00:04:16.160 So 00:04:18.640 --> 00:04:19.280 Yeah. 00:04:23.120 --> 00:04:24.480 But basically 00:04:30.160 --> 00:04:31.520 Like okay, yeah, I guess I can't explain it. 00:04:31.600 --> 00:04:39.680 It's basically we got in an argument and then like I d I like the argument was just an endless loop. 00:04:39.840 --> 00:04:42.000 It was literally just an endless fucking loop. 00:04:42.160 --> 00:04:43.760 going in circles. 00:04:44.000 --> 00:04:46.880 Like I'm going in circles right now saying that it's an endless loop. 00:04:47.040 --> 00:04:50.320 And that's an endless loop, which means it's going in circles, just like that. 00:04:50.560 --> 00:04:59.760 So I was like, This is thick and then she was telling me to stop and it was just fucking it was just retarded and I was like, Okay, I'm just gonna block you 'cause like I 00:05:00.080 --> 00:05:00.960 I can't stop. 00:05:02.160 --> 00:05:02.960 Can't be stopped. 00:05:03.120 --> 00:05:03.680 Can't stop. 00:05:03.840 --> 00:05:06.960 Too autistic to know how to stop properly. 00:05:07.200 --> 00:05:10.320 so especially when dude, it is so hard to stop. 00:05:10.560 --> 00:05:14.560 Like, you it's like someone needs to get the last word or some shit. 00:05:14.720 --> 00:05:16.320 Like, you can't stop. 00:05:16.560 --> 00:05:20.800 So the way I was like, I was like, okay, the only way I'm gonna stop is if I block you. 00:05:20.880 --> 00:05:24.080 So I until I get off work, which was till 5:30. 00:05:24.240 --> 00:05:24.960 And I said that. 00:05:25.120 --> 00:05:27.120 And then I got off work. 00:05:27.760 --> 00:05:29.680 And then she had me blocked, which was 00:05:30.240 --> 00:05:36.480 confusing because I was trying to ask like I was trying to figure shit out which just made me feel like sh to not come home or whatever. 00:05:36.640 --> 00:05:41.520 So then I went live on here after she didn't respond for like 45 minutes or so. 00:05:42.160 --> 00:05:50.880 and then I walked around Walmart like a dipshit because I mean like ultimately I I don't know but that's pretty much it. 00:05:50.960 --> 00:05:59.840 I think that's the easiest easiest way without dogs and dicks right but oh and then she came in chat and then she said we're 00:06:00.160 --> 00:06:00.960 Whatever. 00:06:01.760 --> 00:06:08.000 But then so I went offline and then we argued a bunch more and it didn't go anywhere. 00:06:08.240 --> 00:06:08.560 So 00:06:14.480 --> 00:06:14.800 whatever. 00:06:14.880 --> 00:06:19.120 And she has work tomorrow, so I and I don't I don't even know if like 00:06:22.000 --> 00:06:22.720 I don't know. 00:06:29.040 --> 00:06:29.760 I don't have any 00:06:30.800 --> 00:06:32.640 I think which sucks is I don't have any friends. 00:06:32.800 --> 00:06:34.640 I need dude, this sucks. 00:06:35.840 --> 00:06:36.560 I don't have parents. 00:06:36.640 --> 00:06:38.960 I don't have and my parents don't even fucking like me. 00:06:39.120 --> 00:06:40.480 They don't want to talk to me and shit. 00:06:40.560 --> 00:06:44.000 So it's like I don't have anyone in my life, and it sucks. 00:06:44.160 --> 00:06:45.280 It just fucking sucks. 00:06:45.520 --> 00:06:49.120 Not to be the whiny crybaby, but it does suck. 00:06:51.840 --> 00:06:53.840 I guess I have you guys, which 00:06:56.400 --> 00:06:59.760 that some might say that might be worse than having no one. 00:07:00.320 --> 00:07:01.760 At all, maybe. 00:07:09.840 --> 00:07:11.200 I don't even know what I'm gonna do. 00:07:11.280 --> 00:07:13.920 I need to buy I need to go buy sleeping bag. 00:07:14.640 --> 00:07:17.040 tonight's gonna be a lot of suffering. 00:07:56.160 --> 00:07:57.680 I'm not gonna lie. 00:08:02.240 --> 00:08:10.320 Just taking more Adderall and staying up all night sounds more pleasant than trying to sleep in the woods. 00:08:19.040 --> 00:08:21.040 So I might do that. 00:08:36.320 --> 00:08:41.840 Well either way you should find some 24 slash seven diner or some shit. 00:08:42.880 --> 00:08:47.600 Well the other problem is like out of battery. 00:08:48.080 --> 00:08:50.160 Fuck staying out in the cold. 00:08:50.400 --> 00:08:51.760 You're right, you're right. 00:08:53.360 --> 00:08:56.400 I don't think that there is no 24-7 diner here. 00:08:57.520 --> 00:08:59.200 I don't that I know of. 00:08:59.360 --> 00:08:59.760 Maybe there is. 00:09:00.560 --> 00:09:03.200 There's like bars, like a good like a bar. 00:09:03.680 --> 00:09:07.520 Get our shit in charger and go to Dennis or some shit. 00:09:08.080 --> 00:09:10.000 I got a little I got this little charger. 00:09:10.080 --> 00:09:11.520 I got a shitty little one. 00:09:11.840 --> 00:09:14.880 But it's only at it's only at half. 00:09:15.120 --> 00:09:19.280 Which I've never actually used this charger, so I don't know what half really means. 00:09:20.240 --> 00:09:20.560 But 00:09:22.640 --> 00:09:25.840 the other problem is Walmart closes in like an hour. 00:09:26.080 --> 00:09:29.840 So I do need to make the move of getting a sleeping bag at least if I'm 00:09:30.480 --> 00:09:34.240 Cause or actually I don't even know if I want a sleeping bag. 00:09:34.400 --> 00:09:36.640 I'd need another layer of pants. 00:09:37.040 --> 00:09:38.080 Maybe some socks. 00:09:38.240 --> 00:09:39.680 My feet are cold. 00:09:41.520 --> 00:09:43.040 My feet are kind of cold. 00:09:43.280 --> 00:09:45.600 And then like the bottom of my leg's cold. 00:09:46.560 --> 00:09:46.880 But 00:09:49.440 --> 00:09:50.000 I don't know. 00:10:10.160 --> 00:10:13.520 Actually, I think what's probably the most important is food. 00:10:13.680 --> 00:10:17.920 I feel like part of the reason I'm really grumpy is because I've had fucking nothing to eat. 00:10:19.200 --> 00:10:20.800 Oh, and I'm like weak. 00:10:20.960 --> 00:10:23.360 My bones and shit hurt, my muscles. 00:10:24.400 --> 00:10:27.040 Oh, I'm too getting too old to do this shit. 00:10:28.560 --> 00:10:29.840 Food times war, not at all. 00:10:42.800 --> 00:10:44.160 This shit sucks. 00:10:44.480 --> 00:10:44.800 Okay. 00:10:50.000 --> 00:10:56.080 well I think honestly to save battery, I'm probably gonna go offline as I go to Walmart. 00:11:07.200 --> 00:11:08.800 I'll be back. 00:11:09.360 --> 00:11:10.800 Oh shit, there's a dog. 00:11:10.960 --> 00:11:11.760 I'll be back. 00:11:11.920 --> 00:11:12.240 Maybe. 00:11:12.320 --> 00:11:12.560 I don't know. 00:11:12.720 --> 00:11:13.440 Maybe I won't be back. 00:11:13.520 --> 00:11:14.320 I have no idea. 00:11:15.840 --> 00:11:16.400 I might die. 00:11:16.480 --> 00:11:17.040 I don't I don't know. 00:11:17.120 --> 00:11:17.840 We'll see. 00:11:21.040 --> 00:11:21.840 Be safe. 00:11:22.080 --> 00:11:22.800 I'll try. 00:11:23.200 --> 00:11:24.160 I came in streaming.