1 00:00:16,960 --> 00:00:18,560 I feel like a zombie. 2 00:01:15,840 --> 00:01:17,280 The fuck there's raccoons! 3 00:01:17,360 --> 00:01:18,080 Bro, there's raccoons! 4 00:01:18,240 --> 00:01:20,400 Oh wait, you're not gonna be able to see that shit. 5 00:01:22,240 --> 00:01:23,200 Wait, you can see this one. 6 00:01:23,280 --> 00:01:24,080 Wait, wait, wait, wait. 7 00:01:24,400 --> 00:01:24,900 Yeah. 8 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:26,800 Raccoon ice! 9 00:01:26,960 --> 00:01:27,920 Oh no, there's running away. 10 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:28,720 It's running away. 11 00:01:30,080 --> 00:01:31,120 I get it in time. 12 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:37,920 Wow, this camera's actually really good at night. 13 00:01:38,160 --> 00:01:42,800 this is way wow, this phone's way fucking better than my last phone. 14 00:01:42,960 --> 00:01:51,120 it they already dipped out though, so but I now know the low light on this camera is actually really good. 15 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:55,040 That is this looks darker in person than what is on camera. 16 00:01:55,440 --> 00:01:57,200 Well maybe not that side 17 00:02:24,320 --> 00:02:25,840 Dude, I haven't had any food. 18 00:02:25,920 --> 00:02:27,280 I'm so hungry. 19 00:02:27,760 --> 00:02:28,640 Fuck. 20 00:02:37,920 --> 00:02:42,480 I've eaten like I've I ate some eggs this morning. 21 00:02:42,720 --> 00:02:45,040 I'm on an empty stomach. 22 00:02:45,200 --> 00:02:48,240 I'm grumpy cold. 23 00:02:52,080 --> 00:02:53,120 Stinky and hot. 24 00:02:55,680 --> 00:02:57,200 I don't even have that, bro. 25 00:02:57,280 --> 00:02:59,840 I'm my body used the nutrients from the 26 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:01,920 Eggs I ate this morning long ago, dude. 27 00:03:02,000 --> 00:03:05,440 I I worked today, so and I worked hard. 28 00:03:05,600 --> 00:03:06,720 Worked really hard, dude. 29 00:03:06,800 --> 00:03:08,400 My job fucking sucks. 30 00:03:08,640 --> 00:03:09,440 Honestly. 31 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:13,840 But you know, gets gets me paid, so whatever. 32 00:03:37,520 --> 00:03:44,640 You should get warm and get food and feel a little better before making any decisions like sleeping with the raccoons or whatever. 33 00:03:44,880 --> 00:03:47,120 It's already too late, my girl, my whatever. 34 00:03:47,200 --> 00:03:48,960 I don't even know if I want to call her girlfriend anymore. 35 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:50,160 She went to sleep. 36 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:52,080 So it doesn't really matter. 37 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:52,720 I'm just kidding. 38 00:03:53,760 --> 00:03:55,360 We're sleeping in the woods, bro. 39 00:03:55,680 --> 00:03:57,680 It's like literally too late 40 00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:04,080 What happened earlier before you ended? 41 00:04:04,480 --> 00:04:05,120 Yeah. 42 00:04:05,920 --> 00:04:07,680 Like in the chat, yeah. 43 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:15,120 Well I mean like to explain what happened happened to okay, so no I can't explain what happened it dock shit. 44 00:04:15,840 --> 00:04:16,340 So 45 00:04:18,640 --> 00:04:19,280 Yeah. 46 00:04:23,120 --> 00:04:24,480 But basically 47 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:31,520 Like okay, yeah, I guess I can't explain it. 48 00:04:31,600 --> 00:04:39,680 It's basically we got in an argument and then like I d I like the argument was just an endless loop. 49 00:04:39,840 --> 00:04:42,000 It was literally just an endless fucking loop. 50 00:04:42,160 --> 00:04:43,760 going in circles. 51 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:46,880 Like I'm going in circles right now saying that it's an endless loop. 52 00:04:47,040 --> 00:04:50,320 And that's an endless loop, which means it's going in circles, just like that. 53 00:04:50,560 --> 00:04:59,760 So I was like, This is thick and then she was telling me to stop and it was just fucking it was just retarded and I was like, Okay, I'm just gonna block you 'cause like I 54 00:05:00,080 --> 00:05:00,960 I can't stop. 55 00:05:02,160 --> 00:05:02,960 Can't be stopped. 56 00:05:03,120 --> 00:05:03,680 Can't stop. 57 00:05:03,840 --> 00:05:06,960 Too autistic to know how to stop properly. 58 00:05:07,200 --> 00:05:10,320 so especially when dude, it is so hard to stop. 59 00:05:10,560 --> 00:05:14,560 Like, you it's like someone needs to get the last word or some shit. 60 00:05:14,720 --> 00:05:16,320 Like, you can't stop. 61 00:05:16,560 --> 00:05:20,800 So the way I was like, I was like, okay, the only way I'm gonna stop is if I block you. 62 00:05:20,880 --> 00:05:24,080 So I until I get off work, which was till 5:30. 63 00:05:24,240 --> 00:05:24,960 And I said that. 64 00:05:25,120 --> 00:05:27,120 And then I got off work. 65 00:05:27,760 --> 00:05:29,680 And then she had me blocked, which was 66 00:05:30,240 --> 00:05:36,480 confusing because I was trying to ask like I was trying to figure shit out which just made me feel like sh to not come home or whatever. 67 00:05:36,640 --> 00:05:41,520 So then I went live on here after she didn't respond for like 45 minutes or so. 68 00:05:42,160 --> 00:05:50,880 and then I walked around Walmart like a dipshit because I mean like ultimately I I don't know but that's pretty much it. 69 00:05:50,960 --> 00:05:59,840 I think that's the easiest easiest way without dogs and dicks right but oh and then she came in chat and then she said we're 70 00:06:00,160 --> 00:06:00,960 Whatever. 71 00:06:01,760 --> 00:06:08,000 But then so I went offline and then we argued a bunch more and it didn't go anywhere. 72 00:06:08,240 --> 00:06:08,740 So 73 00:06:14,480 --> 00:06:14,980 whatever. 74 00:06:14,880 --> 00:06:19,120 And she has work tomorrow, so I and I don't I don't even know if like 75 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:22,720 I don't know. 76 00:06:29,040 --> 00:06:29,760 I don't have any 77 00:06:30,800 --> 00:06:32,640 I think which sucks is I don't have any friends. 78 00:06:32,800 --> 00:06:34,640 I need dude, this sucks. 79 00:06:35,840 --> 00:06:36,560 I don't have parents. 80 00:06:36,640 --> 00:06:38,960 I don't have and my parents don't even fucking like me. 81 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:40,480 They don't want to talk to me and shit. 82 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:44,000 So it's like I don't have anyone in my life, and it sucks. 83 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:45,280 It just fucking sucks. 84 00:06:45,520 --> 00:06:49,120 Not to be the whiny crybaby, but it does suck. 85 00:06:51,840 --> 00:06:53,840 I guess I have you guys, which 86 00:06:56,400 --> 00:06:59,760 that some might say that might be worse than having no one. 87 00:07:00,320 --> 00:07:01,760 At all, maybe. 88 00:07:09,840 --> 00:07:11,200 I don't even know what I'm gonna do. 89 00:07:11,280 --> 00:07:13,920 I need to buy I need to go buy sleeping bag. 90 00:07:14,640 --> 00:07:17,040 tonight's gonna be a lot of suffering. 91 00:07:56,160 --> 00:07:57,680 I'm not gonna lie. 92 00:08:02,240 --> 00:08:10,320 Just taking more Adderall and staying up all night sounds more pleasant than trying to sleep in the woods. 93 00:08:19,040 --> 00:08:21,040 So I might do that. 94 00:08:36,320 --> 00:08:41,840 Well either way you should find some 24 slash seven diner or some shit. 95 00:08:42,880 --> 00:08:47,600 Well the other problem is like out of battery. 96 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:50,160 Fuck staying out in the cold. 97 00:08:50,400 --> 00:08:51,760 You're right, you're right. 98 00:08:53,360 --> 00:08:56,400 I don't think that there is no 24-7 diner here. 99 00:08:57,520 --> 00:08:59,200 I don't that I know of. 100 00:08:59,360 --> 00:08:59,860 Maybe there is. 101 00:09:00,560 --> 00:09:03,200 There's like bars, like a good like a bar. 102 00:09:03,680 --> 00:09:07,520 Get our shit in charger and go to Dennis or some shit. 103 00:09:08,080 --> 00:09:10,000 I got a little I got this little charger. 104 00:09:10,080 --> 00:09:11,520 I got a shitty little one. 105 00:09:11,840 --> 00:09:14,880 But it's only at it's only at half. 106 00:09:15,120 --> 00:09:19,280 Which I've never actually used this charger, so I don't know what half really means. 107 00:09:20,240 --> 00:09:20,740 But 108 00:09:22,640 --> 00:09:25,840 the other problem is Walmart closes in like an hour. 109 00:09:26,080 --> 00:09:29,840 So I do need to make the move of getting a sleeping bag at least if I'm 110 00:09:30,480 --> 00:09:34,240 Cause or actually I don't even know if I want a sleeping bag. 111 00:09:34,400 --> 00:09:36,640 I'd need another layer of pants. 112 00:09:37,040 --> 00:09:38,080 Maybe some socks. 113 00:09:38,240 --> 00:09:39,680 My feet are cold. 114 00:09:41,520 --> 00:09:43,040 My feet are kind of cold. 115 00:09:43,280 --> 00:09:45,600 And then like the bottom of my leg's cold. 116 00:09:46,560 --> 00:09:47,060 But 117 00:09:49,440 --> 00:09:50,000 I don't know. 118 00:10:10,160 --> 00:10:13,520 Actually, I think what's probably the most important is food. 119 00:10:13,680 --> 00:10:17,920 I feel like part of the reason I'm really grumpy is because I've had fucking nothing to eat. 120 00:10:19,200 --> 00:10:20,800 Oh, and I'm like weak. 121 00:10:20,960 --> 00:10:23,360 My bones and shit hurt, my muscles. 122 00:10:24,400 --> 00:10:27,040 Oh, I'm too getting too old to do this shit. 123 00:10:28,560 --> 00:10:29,840 Food times war, not at all. 124 00:10:42,800 --> 00:10:44,160 This shit sucks. 125 00:10:44,480 --> 00:10:44,980 Okay. 126 00:10:50,000 --> 00:10:56,080 well I think honestly to save battery, I'm probably gonna go offline as I go to Walmart. 127 00:11:07,200 --> 00:11:08,800 I'll be back. 128 00:11:09,360 --> 00:11:10,800 Oh shit, there's a dog. 129 00:11:10,960 --> 00:11:11,760 I'll be back. 130 00:11:11,920 --> 00:11:12,420 Maybe. 131 00:11:12,320 --> 00:11:12,820 I don't know. 132 00:11:12,720 --> 00:11:13,440 Maybe I won't be back. 133 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:14,320 I have no idea. 134 00:11:15,840 --> 00:11:16,400 I might die. 135 00:11:16,480 --> 00:11:17,040 I don't I don't know. 136 00:11:17,120 --> 00:11:17,840 We'll see. 137 00:11:21,040 --> 00:11:21,840 Be safe. 138 00:11:22,080 --> 00:11:22,800 I'll try. 139 00:11:23,200 --> 00:11:24,160 I came in streaming.